i feel like a walking corpse around tjc today

even a smile on my face seems to be forced out using #651547839 joules of energy

i have a wish

i wish i could be a jellyfish

jellyfishes are invertebrates which doesn't have a backbone and it floats freely around and receive little disturbance from the world. if it's disturbed, it'll sting u fatally

reasons are bcos she's super irritated today

#1: she's too tired to speak or move. therefore, being a jellyfish allows her to piak freely cos it doesn't has a backbone. also, w/o backbone it wont hurt

#2: deprived of sleep disturbs her mind and anything around her seems to be annoying in one way or another. and so when she's disturbed, ppl ard her gets irritated as well. so here goes a chain reaction. therefore, living underwater saves her from disturbance.

#3: she's not in a right state of mind when callous ppl get in to her way, thus being a jellyfish allows her to sting them fatally.

ahh. AND AND...

i've got a bad premonition and i sense doom for tmr.

STOP reminding me abt it.